Thank you for this vlog. Listening to it opened my eyes to a situation that started 29 years ago.
In the mid 90's I had 5 pregnancy losses. 2 1st trimester, 2 2d trimester and 1 3rd trimester. As I went through the 2 1/2 years of loss, I saw one friend after another disappear from my life. I understood that it's hard for them to know what to do or say after one or two losses but 5. I guess disappearing is just a lot easier. It hurt like hell especially because they weren't there to celebrate with me when I finally carried my son to term.
Go forward to 2011 when I tore my Achilles Tendon and 3 months non weight bearing caused my osteoarthritis and leg muscles to degenerate little by little until I started to live with chronic pain. I also have ffibromyalgia. Some days, even with medicine, im in head to toe pain with now relief. I never know when im going to feel ok to talk with or hang out with friends. I always feel like I have to be "on" when there are times all I want to do is cry. So instead of making plans, haveing to cancel and disappoint someone, I just stopped engaging. I think I disappeared from their life before they could disappear from mine. I think I have some calls to make next week.
Anyway, I hope your Easter was filled with love and blessings
Your candor and raw honesty are so wonderful. Iām so happy this is behind you and that you have such a wonderful support network. We love you and are here for you forever and always.
Jamie, Iām so sorry for these unimaginable losses. As Ram Dass, the great spiritual teacher said, āWeāre all just walking each other home.ā I Hope your friends can meet you with love and care as you reach out. Sending you many hugs and much love and care myself. Thank you for sharing ā¤ļø
Thank you for this vlog. Listening to it opened my eyes to a situation that started 29 years ago.
In the mid 90's I had 5 pregnancy losses. 2 1st trimester, 2 2d trimester and 1 3rd trimester. As I went through the 2 1/2 years of loss, I saw one friend after another disappear from my life. I understood that it's hard for them to know what to do or say after one or two losses but 5. I guess disappearing is just a lot easier. It hurt like hell especially because they weren't there to celebrate with me when I finally carried my son to term.
Go forward to 2011 when I tore my Achilles Tendon and 3 months non weight bearing caused my osteoarthritis and leg muscles to degenerate little by little until I started to live with chronic pain. I also have ffibromyalgia. Some days, even with medicine, im in head to toe pain with now relief. I never know when im going to feel ok to talk with or hang out with friends. I always feel like I have to be "on" when there are times all I want to do is cry. So instead of making plans, haveing to cancel and disappoint someone, I just stopped engaging. I think I disappeared from their life before they could disappear from mine. I think I have some calls to make next week.
Anyway, I hope your Easter was filled with love and blessings
Love
Jamie
Your candor and raw honesty are so wonderful. Iām so happy this is behind you and that you have such a wonderful support network. We love you and are here for you forever and always.
Love. Have the tingly feels for YOUR feels about friendship and life partners. Always in awe, my friend. Love, Sara/Paris/17. ā¤ļøš¤Ŗ
Jamie, Iām so sorry for these unimaginable losses. As Ram Dass, the great spiritual teacher said, āWeāre all just walking each other home.ā I Hope your friends can meet you with love and care as you reach out. Sending you many hugs and much love and care myself. Thank you for sharing ā¤ļø